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So badly.

So badly.

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March 08, 2013
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January 06, 2013
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October 03, 2012
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Anxiety. It’s like I cannot live without it.  Hurt and tired. I can sleep 146585 hours, I will always be tired and afraid.  I hate the way I am. 

Anxiety.

It’s like I cannot live without it. 

Hurt and tired. I can sleep 146585 hours, I will always be tired and afraid. 

I hate the way I am. 

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September 25, 2012
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Every.fucking.day.

Every.fucking.day.

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September 03, 2012
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July 28, 2012
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July 09, 2012
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June 03, 2012
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I’m tired of everything. I can’t get better. Never.

I’m so lost, and angry, and sad, and broken, and guilty, and ashamed, and alone.

All theses feelings in my head… I can’t take it anymore. It physically hurts me.

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May 19, 2012
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I can’t study for my exams. I just can’t do anything. I feel too tired, too anxious, too fucked up.

I’m going to fail.

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May 11, 2012
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Me.

Me.

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March 30, 2012
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Mirror, Mirror, on my wall, I want to be pretty and thin.
Mirror, Mirror, if I starve myself, at least I'll be beautiful. Forget my health.
Mirror, Mirror, if I cut my wrist, will I finally feel like I exist?
Mirror, Mirror, don't you see? What you show is ruining me.

This is my outlet. This is the ugly truth.
Everything I cannot say in real life.
I am so exhausted to be me.

H: 5'9" / 178cm.
CW: Always too much. BMI : Fat.
LW: 108lb / 49kg. BMI : 15.5.