Through the Looking-Glass

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I wonder how it feels to live without the fear of being rejected, even by your closest friends.

I wonder how it feels to live without constant guilt.

I wonder how it feels to be free from yourself.

I wonder how it feels to not be me.

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July 02, 2012

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And I’m ashamed.

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January 10, 2012

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December 31, 2011

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Mirror, Mirror, on my wall, I want to be pretty and thin.
Mirror, Mirror, if I starve myself, at least I'll be beautiful. Forget my health.
Mirror, Mirror, if I cut my wrist, will I finally feel like I exist?
Mirror, Mirror, don't you see? What you show is ruining me.

This is my outlet. This is the ugly truth.
Everything I cannot say in real life.
I am so exhausted to be me.

H: 5'9" / 178cm.
CW: Always too much. BMI : Fat.
LW: 108lb / 49kg. BMI : 15.5.